On Monday, I sat in my sacred space overwhelmed with a feeling of dread and fear. My bank account is literally almost empty and no matter what I do, no one wants to pay me. “What am I doing wrong?”
How often have you told yourself that story. And when did you heal it to become a transformative story.
My story Monday was – Some people could see my life as a failure. Didn’t get my Bachelor’s Degree until I was in my 40’s and then it was in Storytelling! Had a mid-life crises, became a Registered Nurse, for 10 years. Self-published two books that were not marketed well, so no sales. Invested in voice-over and ended up with a podcast no one listens to. And now, once again, bank empty and more debt.
I sat and breathed deeply. I rested in the silence and allowed energy to flow. Responsibility was the first light. Purpose was the second. Soon ideas of how to move forward flowed.
My story Tuesday was – I’m grateful for this extraordinary life I live. I was fortunate to have a secure, safe, loving childhood and youth. My young adult years were a mess but I was able to be creative, not get pregnant, and not be traumatically abused in a series of failed relationships and two failed marriages. I flourished in my 40’s – 50’s as a creative writer, dancer, storyteller, practicing Buddhist, and non-profit administrative worker. And now, while other women my age volunteer, retire, or become professional grandmothers, I’m starting a collaborative business with the woman of color committed to conciliation and compassion. I am grateful, I am conscious, I am fearless. I am the Black Queen of the Universe!
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